Aaj subah se hi bore ho raha tha.. Photography bhi kar li subah hi.. par pata nahi kyu mann udaas sa raha..
Fir abhi kisi ne twitter pe kaha ki blog likh lo, socha haa acha idea hai.. waise bhi (ir)regular blogger hu so..
Anyways the next thought came into my mind was what would be the topic for it? Wahi likhte hai jiske liye abhi tak sochte hai.. armaan.... kya purey ho rahe hai armaan?
We all have some dreams and ambitions in our life and all of us try to get them happen in this life itself but are we on the right track...?? Well apne to kabhi as such koi armaan rahe hi nahi.. hamesha se jo Papa ne kaha wahi hua n wahi kara.. is direction mai apni soch kabi aayi hi nahi ki life mai karna kya hai?
I was not very bright student but yea ok tha.. schooling khatam huyi n fir jaise taise graduation bhi.. Now what? School time se it was in my blood ki I have to be an IPS officer so papa ne kaha bas ab lag jao isi k liye.. Diye lagatar 3 saal 3 attempts but clear nahi hua.. aesa laga life k 3 saal barbaad ho gaye.. udaasi c cha gayi .. Ab ghar mai bhi wo respect nahi rahi thi jo kabi hua karti thi.. I myself starting feeling as if life has been finished...
But somehow bahar nikla is sab se cos dil k kisi corner mai ye tha ki I did my best rest is just luck..started doing job in some MNC.. theek hai salary par abhi bh aesa lagta hai ki mann mai wo satisfaction nahi aayi jo aani chahiye..
Mann aaj bhi bhatakta hai.. kabhi kabhi kya hamesha hi yehi soch rehti hai.. what I am doing? Why I am doing? There was a time I think abt this much salary.. aaj wo hai par fir bhi internal satisfaction nahi hai.. kyu?
Jawab milta hai ki kabi koi armaan rahe hi nahi is liye kya pura hua aur kya nahi kya pata?
Har bache k mann mai ambition hota hai ki mai bada ho k so and so banuga.. but yaha to jo tha o bhi kisi aur ki den thi ki mera beta ye baney.. khud ki soch ka kya? wo utni kabi bani hi nahi ki kuch kar paye..
Photography ka interest develop hua toh salary ki badolat wo bhi shuru kar dia.. aaj interest kehta hai ki photography karlo professionally ya koi apna restaurant open karo.. but jab hath pocket mai jata hai toh 1 awaaj sunayi de jati hai.. "stay in your limits" :|
But armaano ki koi limit nahi hoti.. we all think bigger than what we are.. we all want the best and for that hardwork is necessary.. Bas fir aaj kal wahi hota hai.. 9hrs ki jagah 11hrs ki shift karta hu..so that jaldi promotion mile..
Lekin kya armaano ko pura karne ki is daud mai, mai kuch bhool raha hu? Kya kuch aesa hai jisko andekha kar raha hu? shayad haa.. wo hai meri health..aaj body mai wo stamina nahi raha jo tha.. utna healthy nahi hu jitna tha..
kahi kuch milta hai toh kahi kuch jata hai.. balance maintain karna utna hi mushkil ho jata hai jitna armaano ko pura karna..kuch addon hota hai toh kuch undekha subtract bhi ho raha hota hai..
fir wahi soch pe tham jata hu mai..
Kya purey ho rahe hai armaan...??
Fir abhi kisi ne twitter pe kaha ki blog likh lo, socha haa acha idea hai.. waise bhi (ir)regular blogger hu so..
Anyways the next thought came into my mind was what would be the topic for it? Wahi likhte hai jiske liye abhi tak sochte hai.. armaan.... kya purey ho rahe hai armaan?
We all have some dreams and ambitions in our life and all of us try to get them happen in this life itself but are we on the right track...?? Well apne to kabhi as such koi armaan rahe hi nahi.. hamesha se jo Papa ne kaha wahi hua n wahi kara.. is direction mai apni soch kabi aayi hi nahi ki life mai karna kya hai?
I was not very bright student but yea ok tha.. schooling khatam huyi n fir jaise taise graduation bhi.. Now what? School time se it was in my blood ki I have to be an IPS officer so papa ne kaha bas ab lag jao isi k liye.. Diye lagatar 3 saal 3 attempts but clear nahi hua.. aesa laga life k 3 saal barbaad ho gaye.. udaasi c cha gayi .. Ab ghar mai bhi wo respect nahi rahi thi jo kabi hua karti thi.. I myself starting feeling as if life has been finished...
But somehow bahar nikla is sab se cos dil k kisi corner mai ye tha ki I did my best rest is just luck..started doing job in some MNC.. theek hai salary par abhi bh aesa lagta hai ki mann mai wo satisfaction nahi aayi jo aani chahiye..
Mann aaj bhi bhatakta hai.. kabhi kabhi kya hamesha hi yehi soch rehti hai.. what I am doing? Why I am doing? There was a time I think abt this much salary.. aaj wo hai par fir bhi internal satisfaction nahi hai.. kyu?
Jawab milta hai ki kabi koi armaan rahe hi nahi is liye kya pura hua aur kya nahi kya pata?
Har bache k mann mai ambition hota hai ki mai bada ho k so and so banuga.. but yaha to jo tha o bhi kisi aur ki den thi ki mera beta ye baney.. khud ki soch ka kya? wo utni kabi bani hi nahi ki kuch kar paye..
Photography ka interest develop hua toh salary ki badolat wo bhi shuru kar dia.. aaj interest kehta hai ki photography karlo professionally ya koi apna restaurant open karo.. but jab hath pocket mai jata hai toh 1 awaaj sunayi de jati hai.. "stay in your limits" :|
But armaano ki koi limit nahi hoti.. we all think bigger than what we are.. we all want the best and for that hardwork is necessary.. Bas fir aaj kal wahi hota hai.. 9hrs ki jagah 11hrs ki shift karta hu..so that jaldi promotion mile..
Lekin kya armaano ko pura karne ki is daud mai, mai kuch bhool raha hu? Kya kuch aesa hai jisko andekha kar raha hu? shayad haa.. wo hai meri health..aaj body mai wo stamina nahi raha jo tha.. utna healthy nahi hu jitna tha..
kahi kuch milta hai toh kahi kuch jata hai.. balance maintain karna utna hi mushkil ho jata hai jitna armaano ko pura karna..kuch addon hota hai toh kuch undekha subtract bhi ho raha hota hai..
fir wahi soch pe tham jata hu mai..
Kya purey ho rahe hai armaan...??
